It's a dream..

Listening to: Ganjaguru - It's A Dream

It's the end of 2005. About fucking time, 2005 has been an absolutely BOLLOCKS year. Good fucking riddance. Apart from a few ups, this year has been as low as low can get.

EVERYONE ENJOY YOUR NEW YEAR'S EVE AND DON'T GET TOO WASTED! I know I won't. :p

Roll on 2006.

Hold memory close at hand..

Listening to: James Blunt - Tears And Rain

Hey. This week has been quite eventful I think. I've been going out like mad, the pace I'm living my life at right now is a bit too fast for me. I need to slow down I reckon, I'm messing things up (Including myself). Or maybe I should adapt to the new changes? Change isn't always good, but when it's good, it's really good. :)

So during the week, the question popped up again. My future is now in the air. I have no idea what the fuck I'm going to do. During the week we decided that I should go to UK next year instead of dilly-dallying around here so fine, I'm fine with it. I want to go to the UKs anyway. Then today I registered at ICOM and I decided to go do the Berklee course. 2+2, 2 years here, 2 years in the U.S. of A.

So I thought about it again. Do I really want to go to US? It's not the life I'm looking for, it's too fast for me. I want to go to UK and live the slow snail-paced life. But then think about it, US is times 4 whereas UK is times 7. How annoying. I hate it. I'm going to hide myself in a box and think about it PROPERLY tonight.

Whatever, fuck the whole future thing. It's really getting on my nerves.

So I've spent the whole of last week in fucking OU. I know. Damn lifeless. Haha we did damn a lot of nonsense, I think one fine day they're going to kick us out of OU. Gene, Chrislyn and I spent like 45 minutes sitting on those OSIM chairs.





It was the fucking best ever! I swear. People were staring at us but we didn't move then the stupid salesgirl came and we ran for it! Stupid salesgirl. She should just go fuck off!! Seriously..

The sky was so dark on the way back home! Serious, it was like what, 7 P.M. or something but it was like so damn dark!



Then the very next day I went back to OU with Nick, John and co. to bowl. Hahaha. I rock. I lost like shit. I'm absolutely shite at it.



That's sexy. Oh yes. I think I wanna buy a pair of bowling shoes and walk around in 'em. It's cool. It's hot.

After that, we had absolutely fuckall to do. I'm serious. NOTHING. We walked around OU aimlessly. And then..



HAHAHA! Shit, it was SO funny. It was like hanging clothes on a moving clothesline or something. Shit it was so damn funny! When they fell down they all fell on each other, God it was so damn funny!

Bla bla bla after that I came home then went out again then shit happened and bla.

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I've become too soft. I was rock solid at one point. What happened to all that anger? I need the fire back to help me through times like these. I need to learn to hate with a passion again. I need to learn to channel anger to overcome all other emotions again.

I need the fucking fire back. And I'm gonna get it back.

Don't find it funny but I smile at your sarcasm.

Listening to: P.O.D. - Set It Off

I like P.O.D. They're a really Christian-based band. This is how Christian bands should be like! I like P.O.D. What I don't like is movies that jump all over the place. Yes, you know what I'm talking about. I watched Perhaps Love today and it is perhaps the most confusing movie I've seen in a long, long time.

I think it kinda hurt my head. I swear, you have no idea what's going on. One minute it's the present, next it's the past and the next they're shooting a movie. It wasn't a bad movie or whatever, it's a bit touching but it was horribly directed. They should have at least indicated if it was the present or the past. Faded colour or whatever. The girl has so damn many hairstyles that everytime they jump from past to present or vice versa I just end up thinking it's someone else!

Fucking annoying! Aiiiii, mei yo. Good director, mei yo. Even I could've directed a better movie.

I like P.O.D.

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I've got nothing to do and this looks like fun!

10 Years Ago
1. I started school!
2. I was 7 years old?
3. I lived in Taman Mayang!

5 Years Ago
1. Sitting for UPSR.
2. Had horrible hair.


*Cough.*

3 Years Ago
1. I was 14!
2. I got my first drumset! I think.
3.

Yesterday
1. Watched 2 Chinese movies. One not too shabby, one absolutely bollocks.
2. Broke the most expensive given and accepted gift record. ;)
3. Had Burger King.

Today
1. Only 3 hours since today started.
2. Blogging.
3. Listening to Aerosmith - Angel. Growing on me.

Tomorow I will..
1. Want to go out.
2. Probably end up staying home.
3. Probably end up Need For Speeding.
4. Be rooting for The Gunners.
5. Order my 1300131300 for the 3rd time in 3 days.

5 Things I can't live without
1. Oxygen.
2. Water.
3. Eyes.
4. Arms.
5. Legs. Yes, arms and legs. Don't lecture me bout the disabled, I'm not disabled right now and if I ever become one I think I would die. Yes. I'm that useless.

4 People I Admire
1. Jose Reyes.
2. Robert Pires.
3. Thierry Henry.
4. My mom?

6 Shows I like
1. Lost.
2. Desperate Housewives.
3. A.I.
4. Excorcism of Emily Rose.
5. Kingdom of Heaven.
6. The Last Samurai?

5 Bad Habits I have
1. Apart from being a bit of a procrastinator, I'm bloody perfect!
2.
3.
4.
5.

5 Things that Scare Me
1. Heights.
2. Heights.
3. Heights.
4. Heights.
5. Heights.

3 Things you are wearing right now
1. Pants.
2. Pants.
3. Pants?

3 Of Your Favourite Hobbies
1. Playing music.
2. Listening to music.
3. Making music. Hahahaha sorry Suzie.

5 Careers You Are Considering
1. R-R-R-R-R-R-R-R-R-R-RRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. Need I say more?
2.
3.
4.
5.

3 Places You Want To Go on a Vacation
1. UK.
2. Italy.
3. Tioman!!

That was kinda tiring. Which explains the not so detailed answers at the ending bits. That's damn dumb! It's like I had so much semangat to do it when I started then it got so boring.

Time to get some beauty sleep now I guess. College starts on January 9th. Fuck yea! You school kids must call me Brian Kor Kor the college boy now. Or I will punish.

HO HO FUCKIN HOO! MERRY CHRISTMAS, YOU KAAAAAAAAAANTS!

And on a completely unrelated note, I've uploaded almost all the Genting 05 pics on Multiply. Yaaar. Click, yaar.

Edit.

You're really taking me on eh, you stupid cunt? Hahaha you're in for some hell. One more post related to me in ANY way and I'll make sure you regret it.

Oopsy daisy, I bet you're regretting some of those 'emails' now. HAHAH, stupid bitch. :-)

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Listening to: DJ Tiësto - Traffic

It's raining like hell! On Christmas? Raining? How sad. I'm at home, that's even more sad.. Oh well, will probably go out later or something. Maybe.

Wanna thank all my mates for the pressies! I loved the Jaffa Cakes! Haha! Mmm.. I love Jaffa Cakes. This year's Christmas eve was quite nice, chilling with friends and everything.

This year's Christmas has been pretty fucking uneventful, though!!

Yeah.

Daaaance daaaance!

Listening to: Fall Out Boy - Dance, Dance

Shitballs! What a long day. Went out at 12 PM and only coming back at 6 AM. Well not exactly but whatever. ;) Hahaha.

Anyways, some people are PATHETIC. It's amazing to see how far people would go to take revenge. Hahahaha. Instead it only showed how cheap and easy to get some people are. Severe L.O.A., if you know what I'm talking about. Hahaha. Loserific, AYYYYYEEEEE! TTDI!!!!!!! TTDI!!!!!! TTDI!!!!!!

Long day, very sleepy, gonna shower and go to bed now. CIIIIIIIAO!

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Listening to: System of a Down - U-Fig

So I was at Bangsar last night and I was walking around BSC with Syafiq and we come to this gameshop and I see this.


KUBU IBLIS!

Kubu Iblis! Holy SHIT!! It's Resident Evil by the way, incase I've got dumbass readers. Hahahaaha. Wtf? Malay translations are ridiculous. Menghalau Hantu Emily Rose!! Wooo! How scary is THAT! Harry Potter was Bola Api or some shit like that. God.

Me and Cinderellaaaaaa!

Listening to: Wallflowers - One Headlight

MOTHER FUCKER! IT'S FUCKING 22ND DECEMBER ALREADY?! Holy shit! I know, I'm a bit obssessed with time. I talk about it in almost every post. Holy shit dude, time flies.

I said in my previous post that I would review all the worst movies of 2005 but you know what? Fuck it. I'm not going to cus I'm a cunting lazy ass.

Just to let you lot know, yes, you will be seeing me for another 3 years and I have decided on extending my stay in shitty Malaysia for 3 years before going to UK. Doing the 3+1 course. Ha-ha. Gonna have to call BIMM and tell them I'm not joining them next year. You wanna call them for me? They speak funny. I have trouble making out what the hell they're talking about.

Anyways, these are the movies you shouldn't (ever) watch. Aeonflux, Sound of Thunder, Narnia and errr, I don't know what else. Seriously. Aeonflux and Sound of Thunder made me feel stupid. Stupider than I already am. That says something. It was so bad. Fuck Charlize Theron, if you wanna see her, just go look on the internet, don't put yourself through the torture. It was just mindless action sometimes. And the woman with hands for feet. Bloody stupid.

Aeonflux sucks.

Arsenal are taking on Doncaster or some shit like that in a couple'a hours. I'm hungry. Might go out and tapau Maggi goreng to eat while watching the game. I reckon we're going to lose this game cus we're shit. Arsenal are shit.

Might be going to OU tomorrow for the what, 4th or 5th day in a row. I'm a bit lifeless. But just a little bit. Not that much. No pictures for this post cus you're all gay.

Fuck off.

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FUCK ME SILLY AND CALL ME JACK!! EVERYONE MUST WATCH THIS!!

The new trailer of The Da Vinci Code. Click me YAAAR!

V for Vendetta trailer: Click! The Vendetta dude looks like Robert Pires.

X-MEN 3: Click! Holy shit, looks REALLY good!

Why don't you ask the kids a Tianamen Squaaare!

Listening to: System of a Down - Hypnotize

http://www.doriangrey.net/

You have to be absolutely shitting me. What the fuck?! Wjhat the hell! Son of a bitch. I can't believe there's another band called Dorian Grey. Omg. Fuckers. Great, just great.

I blame Whiskey.


El Whiskeydor.

Pin's super old but super cute dog. It loves me. Well kinda.

I don't know why I'm blogging considering I have fuckall to blog about. Oh right. We need a band name. Come on, someone think of something good! I swear I won't delete this blog. So in 5 years when we become sooooooo fucking famous you guys can boast and ask your friends and family to come to this blog and show them proof that you picked our name. Owwwwh yea!

Anyone else noticed Santa on top of OU?


Ho Ho fuckin' Ho!

Cool.

Going to OU with the bachelors soon cus they wanna go fishing, Colin has 6 Ringgit so I don't know what the hell is he going to fish for. Probably some ikan billis.

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The Chronicles of Narnia is possibly the most boring movie ever. It went on and on and on and on and I was wondering when the fuck it was going to end. Horrible movie. I might review all the most shite movies I've seen this year. The Lion, The Witch and the Wardore my arse. More like The 4 Useless Twats Running Around Some Random Place Doing Fuckall.

I think they tried to make the professor seem like a wise guy but all they've done is made him look idiotic. Idiots. Morons. Stupid movie. Haven't read the book so I'm not going to criticize the storybook but hot damn, shite shite movie.

Today's post is a special dedication.

To the Gunners.

COME ON YOU RIP ROARING REDS!!!!!! COME ON YOU ARSENAL!!!!! FUCKING COME ON!!!!!! LET'S PUT THOSE DIRTY RUSSIANS BACK TO WHERE TO BELONG!!!! THERE IS ONLY ONE FUCKING TEAM IN LONDON!!!!!!

COME ON ARSENAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Well that's that.

Edit.

On a lighter note, the band have changed names. We are no longer The Healers, instead, we're Dorian's Grey. HAHAHA!

Remember yeah, DORIAN'S GREY! All readers please post this on your blog as it is VERY important. Dorian's Grey represent the beginning of a new era. Sue Zen's leaving so we are auditioning Isa next week.

DORIAN'S GREY, COME ONNNNNN!!

I'm just sitting in my car and waiting for my girrrll..

Listening to: System of a Down - Hypnotize

You must all listen to this song. It is so powerful. System of a Down reminds me a lot of Rage Against the Machine.

Click me to listen to the song. Or you could right-click and save it. Or whatever. Darren Malakian sings a lot on the new album, it's hard to tell if he or Serj is the lead now.

SOAD ROOOOOOOOCCCCCKKKKSSSSSS!

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Champions League draw last night. Arsenal vs Real Madrid. Holy crap. Could there possibly be a more mouth-watering tie? We're talking about 2 teams that can't defend for fucks. Meaning this game will be an all out attacking game.

I reckon Arsenal will go through after a combined score of 42-21 over the 2 legs.

So yesterday Hann, Gene and I went job hunting. We went to FCUK, Topshop, AX, CK and Ripcurl. We left numbers for FCUK, CK and Ripcurl. Hahaa! Hann and Gene said they worked at a coffee shop for about 5 months when asked what kind of experience they have. HAHA! Coffee shop. They're soooo not getting the job.

So anyway, I've had a lot of time to think about my life lately. I don't know why. And I think I've made my decision. I'm doing 3+1. Doing 4 years in UK will burn my dad's pocket to hell so I think I'll save my parents the trouble and do 3 years here and then do my final year in the UKs. I went to ICOM and I guess they made a fair point, why learn the stuff you can learn here over there for so much more expensive yea?

Going to have showdown talks with my dad sometime this week. If he still decides to send me next year then adios, if not, you lot are gonna have to put up with me for another 3 years. :p I might consider 2+2. I don't know.

It's a bit stressful to think about my future. It's like my future is in my hands and I have to make a decision before January. No teenager should have such a huge responsibility. So apart from thinking about my shit future, I think my life is pretty alright. *Cough* Ehheh, I know you're reading this!! Hahaa! Yes, I am quite contented with life. I can say that without a doubt in my mind. I'll admit, I'm not extremely happy but I'm contended. ;)

New year's almost approaching! New years resolutions anybody! Since I might have 3 years here, my primary aim is to lead my band to super stardom. Well not super stardom in 1 year but hopefully we'll get some sort of recognition.

And I want to change the name. I hate The Healers! It's so annoyingly lame. Haha!

Ciaosssssss.

Oh my sweeet revenngeeee!

Listening to: System of a Down - Revenga

FUCK. My stupid idiot brother (refer to previous post) just woke me up. Again. Cus he wanted to play with the fucking PS2. It's not as if he needs to ask me or anything. And what annoyed me more was I left my car keys downstairs so he brought them up along with him as protection. He thinks cus he did a good deed he can wake me up from my sleep. I'm gonna kick his ass once I'm done blogging. And when I say kick his ass I mean literally.

So yeah, I just got back from Genting Highland yesterday and errr, it was ok-ok la. Haha. Nothing special.


Special picture to set the tone of things. ;p

First and foremost, my friends had got together and planned a very sweet surprise for me. It meant so much to me. Thanks, YOU MOTHER FUCKERS. Everyone in the car were laughing and laughing and I seemed to be the only one who didn't get it. We were taking a very unfamiliar road "up to Genting" so I was a bit confused. Oh we weren't going to up to Genting, alright.

We passed this stable and Calvin was going on about how horses made him laugh but there weren't any horses there so I told him he was an idiot and everyone was laughing. Little did I know that I wasn't the one who was going to have the last laugh. We weren't going up to Genting by car. We were going up by cable car.

I freaked. Heights is my absolute worst fear. I hate heights more than I hate anything else. I get extremely scared when it comes to heights. So yeah, we got on the cable car and everyone was taking the piss.


I'm not scared, I'm just tired!

I was so relieved as soon as we got off the fucking cable car of doom. Went to the hotel to drop our shit and we went to First World for some fooooood! Of all places to eat, we ate at KFC. And after that we went to the arcade where I owned Syafiq's bumiputra ass in Daytona. COME ON CINAAAA! (I then went on to lose in CTT to him on the following day, so I'm giving him some credit I suppose)

After that we went back to the hotel room. For what? What else? We're all the way up in Genting, far away from our homes, a whole group of friends together, nice weather outside, good chance to enjoy the weather with friends outdoors and all, what ELSE could we do?


Winning fucking Eleven.

Thaaat's right, we play WE9. Hahahaha! Go all the way up to Genting to play Winning Eleven. Genius. Calvin wins only when he uses Arsenal. What a tossing loser. I whooped his fucking ass with Juventus though. COME ON DRUGGY MUTUUUU!

So anyways, we went back to First World for dinner. We went to the damn cursed foodcourt. Things are so expensive up there, so annoying. After that we went to the God damn haunted house. Omg it was so damn fucking funny. I laughed till I got crams. Er it's not that funny to you cus you weren't there. But God damn was it funny. Good memories. We split up after that, some went to watch Extreme and the others went to Starbucks to relax. I like relaxing. It's nice. Met up with the rest later on and went for supper in McD's.


Hello.

Day 2 was a typical Genting day. Went to the theme park, yadda yadda yadda. Went on the rides, good fun. Though it's gotten a little bit stale. Walked so much and it was so extremely tiring. We split up in the afternoon cus some were very tired. The rest of us walked around and took pictures!


As usual, Char can't keep her mouth closed. Ahaha.

So yadda yadda yadda and day 2 ended. Oh we had a WE9 tournament and I made it to the semi-finals before I got knocked out by cheating Calvin. Calvin you fucking cheater. Fuck off!

It was day 3 in a blink of an eye. Time to go back to PeeeJayyy! I like PJ. I hate KL. PJ rules. So yeah. Wanna know the highlight of the whole trip?!


Ohhhhh yea!! Sorry dude, Calvin told me to put this picture up. Sorry man. I love you.

Ahahahahahaaaaaaaa! That's what happens when you don't wake up in time. You get abused. Hahahaha! Not gonna tell you who that is but you guys roughly know I'm guessing.

So yeah whatever. Btw I hate Ferris Wheels. Fucking shit.

Get out of this place while we still have timeee!

Listening to: Jimmy Eat World - Work

Hey, hey. Leaving to Genting Highland in about an hour or so. I've not packed yet. Didn't think I was going. But right now I am so bloody lazy to pack I'm thinking of not going again. Omg. Shut the fuck up and stop procrastinating, Brian.

I hardly got any sleep last night. Not sure why. Kept getting up, kept hearing things. Then my idiot brother woke me up this morning. He is the most annoying ever. But he's quite good at things I'm not. I.E. being a fucking loser.


"MAAAA! LOOK AT KORRRRR! HE'S POURING WATER ON ME!!"

Loser.

Have I mentioned we're going to Genting for our annual Inai trip. Oh yeah. I did. We didn't go last year cus some morons were away. How gay. This year it isn't an "Inai" trip anymore. It isn't even just our year anymore. How gay. We've got pendatang asings this year. Haha!

Oh do you know how fucking ace the toilets at Carcosa are? Serious shit.


Syafiq and co. posing for the camera.. In the toilet.


Gold, man. GOLD!

The toilet was more airconditioned than the bloody hall itself. It was the coldest place in Carcosa, really. Dunno why I'm talking about it now. But yeah.

Ok, see you guys in 3 days. Till then, have a good one. Oh to those going to Penang, have a good one. You probably won't though cus Brian the entertainer won't be there. Have fun with Gavin, you can watch Gavin and Sophie make out and all.

HAHA. Ciaozas.

How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

Beautiful song, it says so much. It's so deep. Makes no sense on the surface but it is full of significance when you dig a bit deeper.

Depression.

I am so sad. I love you. I still do. No matter what you do, I will always love you. You are my one true love, I've never loved anyone more than you.

Eventhough sometimes you get me all down and sad, like you have done in what, the past 2 weeks? It's ok. I am still here, I will stand by you. I know you are trying your hardest, I believe you, I can see that but sometimes it just gets so frustrating to see you go down and get battered like that.

Sometimes I think you and I both deserve better, the millions of us deserve better. All I'm trying to say is, no matter what you do, I will ALWAYS, ALWAYS stand by you. I love you.


















I LOVE YOU! REMEMBER, WIVES, GIRLFRIENDS AND LOVERS MAY LEAVE YOU, BUT ARSENAL WON'T!

God being an Arsenal fan is really frustrating these days. We've lost 2 games in a row now, 2-0 to Bolton last week and last night we lost 1-0 to Newcastle. Fucking Walrus looking cunt and Graeme fucking Souness. How the fuck did we pull that off?

It's ok, it's times like these when the gloryhunters all fuck off.

COME ON YOU GUNNERS!

You camee, you sawwww, youu conquereeeed everrryone!

Listening to: Incubus - Beware! Criminal

God damn it. God damn it. God damn it. That will be the last time I click on a Form 1 kid's Friendster profile. Ever. You want to know why?

WARNING. THE FOLLOWING IMAGES MAY BE A BIT HARMFUL TO YOUR EYES.





















GOOD GOD. I know. How you wish you didn't visit the blog ey?

I'm not picking on her or anything but fucks sake, that is disgusting. My cousin had one as well and I absolutely hammered her. People who do that lack attention. They absolutely lack attention. It's one thing to flaunt it if you've got it, it's another to flaunt it when you're 13 and as flat as a chopping board.

You want to flaunt it? Wait till you get this.


Heidi Klum. Mmm.

There's like this group of Form 1 girls who seriously lack attention. Why can't you people be more low-profile, it's not cool to show off your kuchy-rat 'bodies'. Having slutty pictures doesn't make you more mature. You need to talk the talk, not just walk the fucking walk. Abigail's cool, be more like her.

DISGUSTING. There are more pictures (from OTHER girls, mind) but I dare not save them into my computer to post it to you guys cus it might just destroy my harddrive and make me go mental.

GOD, the image is stuck to my head. It's haunting me. I need to post something less disturbing.


Chrislyn and I at the KDU Prom..

Ahhh, much better. Sorry if I caused any of you to feel like you need to kill yourself. But I just had to mention that.

MAKE DISGUSTING PICTURES HISTORY.

I'm in love.

I'm in love. I'm in love with Chew Sue Zen. Sue Zen, if you leave I will be very disappointed. You did so well tonight, no practice and you only made 1 mistake. Sue Zen you're the best ever, thank you so much for tonight. Please don't go!

HUGE MASSIVE thanks to all who supported us. We were down in the dumps when the other band played our song.

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This sums us up.



The Healers.

Best thing that youuuuuu never haaaaad!

Listening to: Butch Walker - Best Thing You Never Had

Hello, firstly, fuck off to all concerned. Secondly, December 8th will always remembered as one of the happiest days of my life. Why? Do you ask why? I need you to answer me first. Why did the chicken stay up till 5 A.M. watching tv?

Yep, that's right.

TO WATCH MANCHESTER FUCKING SHITE UNITED GET KNOCKED OUT OF THE CHAMPIONS LEAGUE!!!!

AHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA.
AHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHHAA.

I no longer feel the hurt of losing to Bolton. This is a great day; a wonderful day. A brilliant day. A happy day.


Nooooo! I thought we were supposed to put in a performance that George Best himself would've been proud of!


Ciao, Champions League!


IT'S FUCKIN EXCELLENT YAAAAA!

Haha, it's fuckin excellent. You people think being a fan of Man USA is like living a fairytale, qualifying on the very last day. No such fucking luck, you smelly cunts. Incase you haven't noticed, you're rooted at the bottom of the table mateys. Hahahaha!

On a less depressing note for you cunts, the performance for the DJ Prom was an absolute disaster. Can't believe King put us as the opening band, the other bands sucked so much. The Ghost of You band looked clueless and I had nooo fucking idea what the hell they were playing. We took many many pictures but since Charlynne's camera skills suck like fucking shit, it's all blur. Char you suck. You don't move your hands while taking a picture, you hold it still.

Here's one Juney (my prom queen nominee date, oh yeaaa) took.


Prom Queen nominee, don't mess!


It was quite a nice night, the setting and all wasn't too bad. Highlight of the night for me would have to be.. Well.


That's hot.

Gene loved it. I swear if I hadn't looked at him and laughed he would've started drooling. Sicko!! I bet he liked the fat one with Gunung Tahan or whateverrr. Sick sick sick. And my God, Shaun from DJ actually looked like he was enjoying it.

Goosebumps.

Congrats to the Fazil on winning Prom King. I really liked his speech too, very confident guy and I loved how he defended the waiters. It's true, they come here to serve us and all so don't make fun of them. Not as if you have a better job anyway. And Juney got a waiter fired. Bad, bad, bad. Hahahah!

KDU prom tonight. After party. We're the closing act. Should be good. Remember, pens, papers and make it quick!

So I caaaann hiiiideeeee! Ruunnn awaaaay!

Listening to: Staind - Run Away

Ello. How's you lot been doing? I've been ok. Which is great. So fuck you!

Anyways, I have so much to do today. Oh yes. I need to send my car to the wiremen to fix the fuckin central locking that's been screwed for ages. I'm so lazy. It's all the way in Jalan Gasing. Do you want to send it there for me? Come on laaa. It takes about 30 minutes as well, I have to stand there like an idiot and wait for the fella to fool around with the wires till it works.

After that I have to go get my hair done. It's long and messy. I'll probably cut it and dye it. I'm going to do it in Razor Edge and get it cheap because I am cool and you're not. I dunno, I just don't feel like having short hair anymore. Maybe I should leave it long. I wear a cap everywhere I go anyway. I don't know. No, I don't.

After getting my hair done I have to go to Sri Inai to pick up the DJ prom money and then go over to DJ to pay King. Which is fucking shit cus it's going to be so jammed. I hate traffic jams. I hate it. And after that I have to go to Uptown. Fucking, fucking Uptown. Fucking parking-less Uptown for band practice. I hate looking for parkings at Uptown. Takes me about 45 minutes to get one stinking parking. Very annoying, oh yes.

Tomorrow is the DJ prom, watch out for us, we're great. We've practiced this new song like once and later we're practicing it once more. Just wait till tomorrow to see. We're great. I hope we don't fuck up. I hope the equipment don't fuck up like how it did at the BotB and DJ 2004 I.U. Luck is always against us. :(

I'll be going with Juneyyyyy! Hahaaa! I might have to meet the parents. Holy crap man. Meet the parents? That's like, mental. Juney did you tell your parents that the prom has nothing to do with getting married? Meeting the parents omg. Especially since I've got like lubang here and lubang there, I don't think I would make a very good first impression.

Anyone saw the moon and star thingy last night? It was damn cool, was kindof like the Malaysian flag. It's like the moon and star were next to each other. Mega coolness. I wonder if it's got any significance. Maybe it's the day everyone is cured of testicular cancer. Or HIV. Whatever happened to the Brit who claimed he cured himself of HIV? No tests been run? No proof?

Errrr, ok, whatever. Here's something important for you guys to remember: All who are going to the DJ prom, don't forget your cameras and marker pens. Our videos and signatures will be able to be sold for a huge sum of money in the coming years.

Thankyouverymuch. Btw, FUCK OFF BOLTON!!!!

How I wish I could choose between heaven and hell.

Listening to: James Blunt - Tears And Rain

This song is so damn sad, if it doesn't make you feel sad, you are a heartless bastard. Click me to listen to it. Bloody sad song.

Edit.

Listening to: James Blunt - Tears And Rain

The song has been playing for the whole day. Maybe it explains why I'm a little bit down. Just a little bit, though! Anyways, here are a few new things I learned today!

My friend's friend got asked this question at a job interview:
Q. I have a gun with a 6 bullet barrel chamber. I place two bullets in adjacent slots and leave the others empty. I spin the barrel, point the gun at your head and pull the trigger. You're still alive. I'm going to do it again one more time, but this time I'll give you a choice. Do you want me to just pull the trigger again or spin the barrel first?

Personally, I think I'd stare at the interviewer, tell him to fuck off and die and walk out. But wait, don't do that, it might be a good job with good pay. So sit, relax and think about it; it pays to be patient.

Anyways, you would want the interviewer to shoot again. Why? Here's the explanation:

A. Chances of being shot are 2/6 = 0.33
After the first shot (blank) this reduces to 2/5 = 0.40
(probability is measured on a scale from 0 - 1)
The likelihood is greater that the next shot will be to an empty chamber irrespective of where you believe the barrel might be.
This requires the probability of joint/conditional events:
P(A)xP(B given A)

So yes, tell the fucker to shoot again and don't fucking spin the barrel!

Wanna know something else that's interesting? The 11:11 Phenomenom. Here are a few links about it:
http://www.greatdreams.com/numbers/1111/1111.htm
http://www.greatdreams.com/11coin.htm
http://www.angelscribe.com/11113stor.html
http://www.spiritual-path.com/numerology.htm
http://www.kalilily.net/weblog/03/09/26/212143.html
http://www.uri-geller.com/articles/11.htm

"For many years the numbers 11:11 have been mysteriously appearing to millions of people all over the world. Often appearing on digital clocks, the sightings of 11:11 tend to occur during time of heightened awareness, having a most powerful effect on those seeing them.

Each time we see the numbers 11:11 our cellular memory banks are further activated. There's a stirring deep inside, a hint of remembrance of something long forgotten. The appearance of 11:11 is a powerful confirmation that we are on the right track, aligned with the Greater Reality.
Repeated sightings of 11:11 have happened to millions throughout the world. Many want to know why this is happening? What does the 11:11 signify?
When the 11:11 appears to you, it is your wake-up call. A direct channel opens up between you and the Greater Reality.
When this happens, it is time to stop whatever you are doing and LOOK LARGER."

I know. Fucking weirdos. But very interesting. Everytime I think about time, I always think about 1:30. I don't know why.

Enough brainteasers, time for some photos. Oh yes.


The awesome photography skills catching Gene attempting the Rainbow Flip. He failed. :p


My friend's SUPER FUCKING cute brother.


Me whooping Gene's ass in Guitar Hero.


My super skills capturing Syafiq serving.


El Healers in the studio. Preparing. Oh yes.

So long ago I don't remember when..

Listening to: Wallflowers - One Headlight

It's December? It's fucking December already? That was way too fucking fast for my liking. January 2005 seemed just like yesterday. Seemed just like yesterday Jun, Hann and I went to send that idiot KY off. Seemed like just yesterday Jun, Bil and I were in class laughing our bollocks off. Seemed just like yesterday we were disturbing Abigail and all. Shit. 2005 went by too fucking fast.

Come to think about it, secondary school flew by like nobody's business. I remember stepping into Form 1, looking up to those in Form 5. It's an awkward feeling, thinking back now. I remember in Inai we used to go swimming in Kelana Jaya on Thursdays and those who didn't bring their swimming trunks would get slated by En. Salleh. I remember my first birthday bash, it was painful but it gave me a sense of "matureness". It made me feel a bit older. I know it may sound a bit weird but I'm in a weird mood so forgive me. I remember being pinched by Nadhir when he asked Nabilla out. Hahahaa!! Oh dear, classic. I remember Foong Lin telling me it's either I go out with her or she leaves Inai. :p How idiotic of me. But then again, if I had not done what I did, I might not be who I am today. I remember one of either Yu Yong or Yu Seng masturbating on Jun Ren's bag. Jesus that was disgusting.

I remember the first day of Form 2 very clearly for some reason. I remember Charlynne coming in dyed hair and Roy was making a big fuss out of it and how hot she looked with dyed hair. HAHAA! Funny. I remember we knew Nick John as Aerosmith. Cus of his massive smile. Then we thought Willy was the cooler one. How wrong we were.

Form 2 Mawar. Spot the difference. I know, many familiar faces, right? We travel in packs. ;)

I also remember Form 2 because of what's her name, the bloody bitch ass maths teacher. Pn. Fara or something. Wow she was a serious case of PMS. I remember Hann Lun coming to Inai as well, it was so weird. He looked all innocent and shy back then. Hahahah I remember Jasmine from Form 2 as well. Jasmine from outside school. For dumb reasons. I made the friends I didn't have in Form 2.

Calvin Foo. Hehaha! Sorry dude, nothing you can say will make me take this off. Classic.

Form 3. The year I matured the most. At least I think so. My view on life completely changed in Form 3. I met people who were far more mature than I was (Nat, Son. :p) and I guess it rubbed off. I changed a lot in Form 3. I remember Enoch smashing his head against the stairs and bleeding like shit. I remember stealing can drinks from each other and running. I remember Nick showing off his football skills everytime someone came. I remember being single for the best of Form 3, either that or I had a shit GF that I don't remember. Whatever it is, I changed a lot that year. 2003 was great. 2003 was my last year in Inai.

I remember my first day in Sri KDU. I remember Cher Jeen's reactions when she saw me. I don't know why I remember all that. I remember how all the hairs on my body raised when they started playing the school song. I thought it was some soundtrack from some movie. Haziq introduced himself to me first, I remember. Wow I made many, many friends in Form 4. Many just as acquantainces.

4 Dickens. Oh, memories.

I remember Darren and I bitching nonstop bout people. And Gavin being the absolutely most annoying prick I have ever known in my life. Looking back now, I really regret not making more friends in Form 4. I remember Mr. Rama. He was one of the best teachers I have ever had. He was nice, he was funny and he could teach. I honestly wish him all the best in pursuing whatever he's doing now. Great character. I never really had any friends that stood out in Form 4 apart from Kai Young.

KY supposedly leaving. Hahaha! Sad day.

This year has got to be the greatest year of highschool. It's been a fucking blast. I've faced so many new problems this year. Most of which requires a very mature way of thinking to solve. If you ask me, I think I've done pretty well this year. The acquantainces I made in Form 4 were confirmed and made my good friends. Nick Ng, Isa, to mention a few.

Form 5 Dickens.

Of course, this year I made really good friends with possibly 2 of the greatest characters I will know, Nabil and Jun. This year would have been absolutely SHIT without them. Thanks a lot. KY left for Aus and came back in 2 weeks, no one will ever forget that. Tristen being kidnapped and all. Wow this year has been absolutely insane.

Known this bitch for 8 years. Bloody loser. Still a great friend. Don't kembang!

AK Chan trying all year long to expel my ass but failing miserably. I repay her by giving her 2 beautiful 9G's for SPM. Brilliant. This year my band progressed the most and I truly believe we have Sue Zen to thank. This year also I made a really random friend, but never mind her. ;) Heh!

Form 5 Dickens. We don't care what you cunts think, we are and will always be the absolutely best class Sri KDU will ever have.

I know I missed out a lot of memories and a lot of people. I'm just typing everything that comes to my mind. That's why it's all a bit random. To all my classmates, (excluding the cunts) thank you so much for a great, great year. To everyone else, thanks.

And no, I'm not sorry if I've hurt you in any way, I probably meant it. You cunts.

Bring on 2006. FUCKING COME ONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!

P.S. Post may be a bit meaningless if you're not from either KDU or Inai.