This is a revolution in sounddd..

Listening to: Brookyln Bounce - Loud and Proud

Omg this is the best song ever. Great beats.

So I've been staying home so damn much lately, seriously, I haven't been out for a long time now. At least not with friends. I've not gone out for a drink with friends for such a long time and omg, foosball, FOOSBALL! I haven't foosed in a long, long time. I bet I'm rusty already.

Instead, I've been spending my time at home digging up old, old games from the late 90's and completing them again. I am currently playing Grim Fandango.


Manny Calavera and co.

Great fun. It's kinda nostalgic playing such old games. Always loved Lucasarts adventure games! Haha! Full Throttle and whatnot. Before this I was busy playing Monkey Island 3: The Curse of Monkey Island! Finished it in a few days.


Guybrush Threepwood and co.

Bloody great game! Quite funny as well. Used to be funnier. When I was 9, or something. This game is just great, if any of you can get a copy of it it'd be great. Does anyone have Monkey Island 4: Escape From Monkey Island? I really want it but it's probably sold out at the shops already considering it's been out since what, 2000 or something like that. Please please lend it to me if you've got it! Thanks!

Anyways I'm going video-uploading crazy so here's another video of the band practicing without Sue Zen and still pulling it off magnificantly at the KDU prom.



Nad's recording it cus at that time he hadn't learned the song!

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Fuck, I hate people who update their Friendster profile on a daily basis. It is so annoying. I know, there really is no valid reason for me to hate them but fuck you, I'll hate whatever I want to hate. Oh and I absolutey, ABSOLUTELY hate people who update AND choose to inform people but their update. All that stupid emails. God. How fucking annoying.

I hate, hate, hate people who go on about how minging they are but still put that picture up. It's ok if it's a "bad picture" but "I look so ugly here!!" is just pushing it. If you think you're ugly, go dig a hole in the forest and live there. Nobody will miss you I'm sure.

There, morning rant over.

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Hello, I finally went out today, after staying home for such a long, long time. I think I was beginning to go a bit mad. Like seriously. So anyway yeah. Today I went to OU with Zyran, Natalia and Nadhir. Hahah Zyran, Nadhir and I arrived first.









What is that you ask? Which part of OU is that? Hahaha! OU had a power failure today! I thought I was going to die cus when it happened I was outside Studio where there was absolutely no sunlight. It was dark as death! People started panicking as well. Haha it was kinda funny.

Nat arrived during the blackout. Haha, we were so hungry and there was nowhere to eat so we decided to drive out to TTDI in one car and come back later. The parking lot was so jammed because everyone was heading out! Haha, it was so funny when the power came back on, everyone started honking. So we decided to turn back and get a parking.

We went to eat at Bakerzin. Check this out man, it was all candid shots.



Whoa, right? I know. Wow I'm awesome.


Nat with the 'best penne she's ever had'.


I bet Nad knew I was shooting that's why he posed! Haha.

After that we walked around doing fuckall. Actually I was kinda looking to buy some clothes but everywhere had shit clothes so I didn't. I wanted to buy this jacket at Guess, it was like RM350 or something and that is REALLY cheap for something from Guess. Regretting now that I didn't. God damn.

Nat left, we left and here I am. Went to Atria to look for Escape From Monkey Island on the way back but completely forgot that everywhere was closed for today. How gay.

So, how was your day?

Most of all, afraid of a homeland attaccck..

Listening to: Fort Minor - Kenji

Everyone, meet the newest addition to the family. Belle. SHE IS SO FUCKING CUTE!









Looking at babies really make me wanna have kids of my own. My uncle takes care of his children so well, real role model! Haha. Can't wait. If I get a boy I will call him Liam! My new favourite name. I used to love Eidur and still do but I really really like Liam now. If I get a girl her name will be Stella!

Don't steal my name you fuckers! They are going to be kids of a very famous rockstar, ok!

..I'm such a girl.

My scars remind me that the past is real..

Listening to: Papa Roach - Scars

Harrow. First of all, happy Chinese New Year to the Chinese/Chinese + Malays/Chinese + Indians/Chinese + Whatever the hell your other half is. I hope you enjoy the year of the dog. Hahahaha. Year of the dog. What a piss-take. Anyways. Yeah.

Second of all, I fuckered my eyebrow piercing up. You know those strings on your bolster cover? Well it got caught up on the stud and I pulled it hard. My skin gave way. Now my flesh is revealed cus the skin is all gone. There's blood all over my pillow. Hahaha you wish, you sadistic fuckers. It really happened though, but it just hurt a bit. It really does look like my skin will give way should I do that again though. It's all red and shit now, looks like it's bleeding inside. Eeeerrgh.

Third.. Er. There was a third. I just don't remember it. Well it doesn't matter then. Have a good year of the dog (hahahahahahahahaha). Goodnight and I hope your angpao collection doesn't exceed mine so I won't feel like crap.

Oh, one more thing, COME ON YOU RIP ROARING RED(CURRENTS)SSSSS!!!

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Whoaaaaa! Whoooaaaaa! Whooooooaaaaaaaaa!! Sorry, I was really bored and had to show off my super cool Spongebob rubix cube thingamajig. It's not a rubix cube. It's just a cube. That has fancy twisting and turning features!



Mad cool.

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Omg! I went visiting today and everyone said I put on weight. Put on weight my arse. Some of my older relatives thought I was my aunt's (She's only 21/22-ish) boyfriend! Damn embarassing. What madness, man! Oh this year's collection is much less compared to last year. :( Ah well, gotta save up for the Civic modifications! Soon now, soon.

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Took me a long time to upload this! It will take a long time to load but watch it, it's well worth it. Funny shit! Haha!

Guaranteed to blow your minddd!

Listening to: Queen - Killer Queen

Hello. In a mood for stupidity? Really funny. Well not HAHAHAHA funny but still funny nonetheless. Updated my multiply. Really random shit.

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Listening to: Death Cab For Cutie - Title And Registration

I've been listening to a lot of (c)rap lately, Fort Minor and all! Oh wait I told you all about it already. Anyways, anyone else notice how there aren't any rock anthems these days? Late 80's and early 90's it was all about Master of Puppets, Enter Sandman, Smoke on the Water and all. Later 90's it was all about Smells Like Teen Spirit etc. These days there aren't any fucking rock anthems anymore!

I think the song closest to being a real rock anthem was American Idiot. But apart from that, no competition. I think this is down to the fact that there are too damn many average bands out there, no one stands out anymore. Audioslave are good though, keeping it simple.

Oh rock anthems, where for art thou!

We're going down in a spiral to the ground!

Listening to: System of a Down - Tentative

OMG. I just finished watching Lost Season 2 Episode 12 and it is BRILLIANT. Lost hasn't been so good in a long time. Absolutely loved this episode. Today's been boring, stayed home all day! Manda's gone to India. :(

As you move on, remember me, remember us and all we useeeed to be..

Listening to: James Blunt - Goodbye My Lover

Wow what a great song! Never really listened to this track before cus it was way too slow for my liking. Now I actually kinda like it. Yeahhh!

Anyways, today I was at Sri KDU. What fuckers. They don't allow ex students to go in anymore. Cus apparently Weng Kit and co came back and caused trouble so no more ex students allowed. How fucking stupid is that? Just cus of 1 or 2 people now we're not allowed back in. Fucking stupid rule. I had a bloody valid reason to be there too! Nat is coaching the Blue House cheerleading team so Son followed her there and I had to fetch Son back. They still didn't allow me to go in.

After that Chan came out and she was all smiles and shit, wow what a fucking old bitch. She was laughing at jokingly said, "Hehehehe if I see you inside I'll call the cops yea! Hehehe! Hehehe!" Hehe your mom, you fucking old sodding cuntwaffle. I hate her and if I had 1 bullet I would not shoot her in the forehead, I'd shoot her from the side of her eye so it goes through and takes off the other eye as well. So she might die or she might go blind. I want her to suffer, not die. And I hope this blog gets to her so she can see just how much hatred I have for her. I couldn't talk back today cus she still has my SPM results. But after that wow, she is going to get it from me. Can't wait. Old cunt. Hate her with a passion.

Oh er where was I. Ah yes. So since they didn't let me in, I left early so Son followed Nat. We went for lunch earlier at Genki Sushi. I think Genki Sushi is a bit shit. Don't you? I think Sushi King is the best. Not the one at OU though, it's always so deserted and shit.


Nat and Son posing with Pinky.

What freaks! Hahaha! Pinky's cute. A bit strange for a tall girl like Nat to be driving a small car like that though! People will be looking at the car and expecting a small girl to come out and suddenly Nat steps out and it's like whoa! Yea.

I had nothing to do today so I snapped pics a small part of my Christmas present from Manda! Hahaha it's like really random stuff but it's all good, it's just a small part of it. ;)


"When I work, nobody cares. When I rest, everybody stares!"

Haha that's kinda funny.


"Take Risks: If you win, you will be happy; If you lose, you will be wise. Nothing ventured, nothing gained."

So damn true.

Manda Panda is going to India A.K.A. Yash Kapool Land for holiday tomorrow! Nooooo! :( Hehe who celebrates CNY in Yash Kapool Land. You 'freak of the nature!' (c) Foo Brian Lu 2006. Ahaha! Mine now!

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I used a different program to resize my pics and they look like cock! Terrible quality!

Same old Arsenal.

Same old Arsenal. Same, same old Arsenal.

I'm not a hero but don't think I didn't care.

Listening to: Fort Minor Feat. Mr. Hahn - Out The Back

Wow, I just got Fort Minor's The Rising Tied and I must say, very impressed. Very refreshing. Sick of rap all about drinking, drugs, cash and women. Well and truly impressed. Always liked Mike Shinoda, shame he never really showed what he could do in Linkin Park.

God is wearing black!

Listening to: System of a Down - Soldier Side

Good morning! I swear, procrastination is like the new 'in' thing! I am such a mother fucking procrastinater it's not even funny anymore. Actually it wasn't funny to begin with but you know what I'm saying.

Procrastinating almost got me into shit the other day. My mom has been telling me to check my car radiator water and battery water but I didn't, I procrastinated. So that day my mom took it upon herself to check it and it was both EMPTY. Goodness, my car could've broke down in the middle of town on the way to college or something!

Then now it's about getting a job. I really want to get a job but I am such a lazy fucker. All I want to do is bum around. I always tell myself "Ok last week of bumming around, get a job next week. Ok. Ok." Then I never ever bring myself to actually do it. Haha.

Then it's my central locking. Oh my God. I need to get this fixed as I will probably be selling my car soon cus I might be changing to a Honda Civic. MMM!



Mmm Honda Civic mmm. Gonna put delicious rims and add a spoiler to it. Mmm. Civic. Mmm. Xenon lights. Mmm. Ooh. I like that. Hahaha.

Anyways, procrastinating is the new cool. Infinity minus one! I win. ;)

You son of a bitch!

Listening to: DJ Dontana - Techno Laundry Spin Out

Shit, I really gotta stop coming back at 6 AM in the morning. Not only is it unhealthy, it is extremely dangerous. Because there are no cars in the morning, other drivers run red lights without a care in the world so yeah, very dangerous. Almost died. Haha!

Still here though. Goodnight. I'm tired. ;p

All my life I've been searching for something..

Listening to: Foo Fighters - All My Life

Why, good morning me fellow human beings! Oh shit as I'm typing this my LostS02E11 just completed downloading. Now I don't really feel like blogging anymore. I wanna watch it! Okai anyways, I'm going to tell you about Sylvia's amazingly outrageous 18th birthday party. It was outrageous, it was like something out of My Super Sweet 16. Well not that crazy but still the biggest birthday I've ever been to.

I met up with KY and his group of friends at 8 in Zest Club (Sylvia booked the whole fucking club for the night), Jun was supposed to be there already but nooo. So it was all going very slow, sitting around, chilling, eating etc. Enjoying the music and whatnot. KY was asking me to look at the next table and try recognize them but I couldn't and when I looked harder, I realised it was May and Choy. I know. Wtf? That was damn weird. There were fucking celebrities at her party. Apparently Lee Hom or whatever his name is was supposed to be there as well. Goodness.

Slowly people started to pour in and they had this game to see who had the sexiest dance. Hahah Isa and KY did great. Jun was really gay. KY took awhile to get going but when this happened:



Oh boy, did he get going! Fuckkkkkk man! May gave him a lapdance. :( KY won the guys catergory and Sze Liang won the girls! Haha the Tans, fit for something like that. :p

After that Sylvia cut her cake and all that. With May and Choy. :(



And after that, the dance floor got going. They were playing some shit RnB at first so not many people were on the dance floor but once they got to the Techno and Hard House, ahha well yeah, you can imagine what happened. It was hours and hours of nonstop shuffling. I even got a cramp from shuffling. It was all good.


The Jetrosexual/Metrosexual/Gay ass Aliff and I.


The Princess and I.

After all that shuffling everything slowed down and we went to recharge and shit like that. Soooooo, heheheh.






OMG HANN!! Fuck!! He's so lucky. :(

Heheh the twins are extremely annoying on TV but they're actually quite ok in real life. They're much much hotter in real life as well. My heart belongs to another Choy though. ;) Hahah Miss Malaysia and all were there as well, what madness.

After that the dancefloor got going again.






Fucking DJ! Haha! Kantoi'd!

People started to leave and shit and I realized I didn't my car keys. The first thing that came to my mind was I locked them in the car again. Went to check and I was right. Hahah! Fuck! So Farhan and co helped me break into my own car. I felt like a criminal. Haha. Believe it or not, Hui Jean was the one who broke in! Amazing! Hahaha. Thanks so much people. Oh yeah while we were breaking into the car, Sonia and I had a chat about a certain nobody. Apparently there's been hot news going around! Oh cheapness. Tsk tsk tsk. Hahaha! You know who you are. ;)





KY and SL are off to Ozzy to further their studies today so good luck to them! Take care and alllll the best!

Ouch my fingers are starting to hurt. If the power went off now or something I'd shoot myself.

I did enough to show you that I was willing to give and sacrifice..

Listening to: Hoobastank - Running Away

Arlow. I am so bored. There has been absolutely fuckall going on. No drama. I need drama. I live on other people's drama. Where are you drama queens! Maybe I should stir up some shit and cause drama. Maybe.

Heh heh!

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I'm only joking btw. Well half joking.

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Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls. It is done. Arsenal have completed the signing of 16 year old prodigy Theo Walcott.

FUCK YEAAAAA!

Do you like mother fucking bass?

Listening to: DJ Tiësto - BASS!!!

Oh dear. Job interview in an hour. Apparently Zara only accept 21 year olds, I'm only 18. Imagine the pressure! I have a feeling I won't get the job because my friend told me they don't want people with piercings and erm, yeah. Will remove me earrings but the eyebrow stud I can't. It's ok though if I don't get this job, I think. Sorta have a backup plan. Kindof.

All who wished I would get the job, good on ya! All who didn't, I hope you fall flat on your face today and break your nose! More to follow.

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Listening to: Three Days Grace - I Hate Everything About You

Arlow. So here's the deal. The interview went pretty well. Problem is they only need part-timers in KLCC and Mid Valley and there's noooo fucking way I'm going to drive down there on a daily basis! I'm supposed to be saving money, not blowing money on petrol yeah! Don't forget that I gotta drive to KL twice a week and that really sucks my petrol like crazy. My second option would be to work fulltime in the OU Zara, problem is I have college.

They don't count by hours at the OU Zara, I will be on a contract that requires me to do 48 hours a week which is possible but terribly tiring I think. I could do 10-10 on 2 days or something. I don't know, haven't decided yet. I'm holding Zara's offer till further notice, wow, I'm such a bigshot. Haha. I don't know what to do right now, will think about it later.

Oh yeah I forgot I was supposed to show the stupidity of Gene here. Pin, Gene and I were walking around in OU yesterday looking for jobs and they enquired at this shop and they told them that they had to work fulltime. Gene and Pin said they'll get back to them or something so we left and while we were walking, Gene was like "Eh, how long is 10 to 10?". Oh my God..

Oh yeah had lunch with Nat yesterday..



Haha! She looks so ah lian there. Nat message me if you want the other pics, you camwhore, you!

Haha oh yeah after we had lunch we went for foosball at Riley's where this guy sooooo tried to hit on her man. Hahaha! Gene and I were playing on one table and this guy was like "Err, hi miss, can I have a game?" Haha! As if he was asking her to dance with him at a prom. So I was eavesdropping and I heard him say all kinds of weird shit. "Oh you 18 only ah? I thought you older than me! I'm 21!" Haha Nat must feel so insulted. He's trying to say you look like an old lady la, nenek!

Heheh don't sentence me to the death penalty, princess. ;)

I used to rely on self medication..

Listening to: Motion City Soundtrack - Everything Is Fine

Wow this has been so annoying. Everything written down seems to be like some short story to keep us all in suspense, as if a bigger bomb is going to be dropped. Everytime there's something new it doesn't really say what it wants to say. Damn annoying and frustrating. Yes, I'm talking about the Theo Walcott transfer. What, what did you all think I was talking about? Jeez.

We need to sign the lad asap. Come on Arsenal!

Oh yeah anyways, my whole future thing came up again and I swear it is absolutely bang out of order for such a thing to keep coming up and not being confirmed at any level. My mother(s) (haha) have been telling me to get in touch with my father. You see, my mother suggested that I go to UK since that was my priority and also it would be a bit cheaper as my BTP would cost around 600k MYR or something like that. After 1 year of foundation here I would only be required to do 3 years at BIMM and holy Jesus it is SO much cheaper.

Previously I had to do my diploma course and whatnot there because I had no qualifications and that would have added an extra 2 years or so to my course. It was about 10k UKP per year and that is without allowances etc etc. And we all know about the exchange rate. Whatever it is, I calculated it and it would have gone up to about 400k MYR. Now that I'm going to get some sort of qualifications from ICOM, I will only need to do 3 years in BIMM and I will do the degree course which will only cost me 5k UKP per year!! Fuck man, talk about saving cash.

But then of course when you add up allowances and whatnot in the end we're always going to get a massive figure, such as it is. SOoOOooo yeah. Detour. I'll be off the the United Kingdom! Ehehe. I know, how uninteresting.

Here let me teach you some bollocks I learned from college.

Treble Clef.
Every Good Boy Does Fine.
FACE.

F |-------
E |
D |-------
C |
B |-------
A |
G |-------
F |
E |-------

Bass Clef.
Good Boy Does Fine Again.

A

F

D

B

G

Oh crap I forgot the middle ones. I hate the bass clef. I hate music theory. I don't know why I want to be a musician. GO SHOW MISS FOO WHAT YOU LEARNED! FUCKING MISS FOO. I hate her so much. Stupid bitch. Can one of you KDUrians slap her fucking face for me. She stopped wearing glasses and changed to contacts because she knew she was gonna get slapped one day. It would hurt more with glasses. KILL KILL KILL!

Off off off we go.

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Ok laah, since this blog has been so boring, I'll treat you guys to something fascinating. Click. Haha! I had nothing better to do ok. And hey, I'm a bit rusty, don't blame me for almost falling down twice!

And yes, I know the spin is out of place. Sesated.

To beee yourself is all that you can doooo..

Listening to: Audioslave - Be Yourself

Owhhh I'm up so early. It's like 9:30 and I'm up already. I bet all you other fuckers are still asleep. Shit I'm so tired and yet I can't sleep. This is super gay! I've got college today. Blah, college is not bad and all but I hate hate hate driving all the way down to town. Fucking gayness.

We all need a teleportation device, yeah? ;)

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Oh did I mention I've got a job interview on Thursday? Waaaahoooo! Now all of you better pray that I get the job cus if I don't I'm going to flip! Well not that it concerns any of you but you're all gay! Now go, hurry, go pray for me. Thank you!

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OMG NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I was having lunch when my kakak said to me "Esok kena masak sendiri yaaa! Kakak dah nak balik." OMG! She's going back? OMG! What the fuck?! How am I going to survive? She's cooked all my meals, she's cleaned my room and everything now how am I going to live without her? She's like the 3rd most important woman in my life! Kakak don't goooooo!

I told my mom not to get a fucking maid in the first place, I would get extremely lazy but nooo! Now she's just going to let my kakak leave like this without replacing her. Disgraceful! I cannot go on living like this! Now seriously, who's going to cook all my meals?! Who's going to clean my room?! Who's going to wash my clothes?! Fuck man.

FUCK!!

I don't need what you ain't got!

Listening to: Goo Goo Dolls - Big Machine


ALL HAIL THE KING OF HIGHBURY.

Oh no I was blocked again. Oh well. Don't flatter yourself; It's not like I care. OUCH! Hehe it's true, what goes around DOES come around!

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Listening to: Matchbox 20 - Push

Hello! College today wheeeee! Actually I'm not excited cus today is theory which is gonna be boring-boring-boring. I learn lotsa new shit though. My lecturer said she was going to dump tons of assignments on us. Argh. MAKE ME 17 AGAIN! I wanna go back to school.

Can't believe how true it is. When people tell you schoolkids how much they miss school, don't laugh at their faces and tell them they're being idiots. IT'S TRUE. Fuck man, it's damn sad. I kinda miss school a lot. All my friends have kinda split up! Especially Bil, dunno where's he now man. Hahah he's disappeared. KY's going away soon. Jun is always busy with some stupid girl. Ahah. We need to have more of those reunions. Oh wait we actually have one coming up this Friday! Oh yea oh yea.

Wow I didn't have anything write when I first started now I've written so much. Blogging is becoming extremely boring as nothing juicy has been happening. I need some controversey! Gimme da drama drama. Maybe I should just start slagging random people off.

Oh, anyone who needs anything can message me on MSN and engage in conversation with me. God damn, I tried to tell you but you wouldn't listen.

Ciaos you cuntwaffles!

Bornn from the liggght!

Listening to: Symphony X - Evolution









































That is all.

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Halo. I'm back. Last night was amazing. 7-0. Spurs losing. Man Utd losing. I spent yesterday with amazing people. Great weekend. Haven't had such a perfect weekend for a long time. Haha!

Anyways, I've been bumming around today so I decided to make a wallpaper, brush up the old skills and whatnot and I realized I am still absolutely bollocks. Here, my new piece, Exuent 05. It only comes in 1024x768, sorry you cunty cunts with huge monitors.


Adios, cunts.

Bee yourself is all that you can dooo!

Listening to: Audioslave - Be Yourself

Oh yeah yesterday (FRIDAY THE 13TH OMG!) I got meself a pair of iPod Earjams for my, er, iPod.



It concentrates the sound and seriously, I am going deaf. The bass on my Pod is so heavy now it's not even funny. It's the best. It cost me RM89! Money definately well spent. Highly recommended for those who love their bass. Techno and all. Superb. Shit this is great. Ow yea. I like that.

I am going deaf.

Omg run hide.

FRIDAY THE 13TH! BE CAREFUL! JAGALAH DIRI ANDA! I WILL NOT POST ABOUT ANYTHING TODAY CUS I MAY BE SUED! BYE.

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Hey I didn't know I had comment moderation on. No wonder, I was thinking how come my blog is so unhappening! Anyways I turned it off now! Haha.

Information about the beautiful full moon, the date today and that I had my comment moderation on were all obtained by engaging in conversation with the one and only super awesome Manda Panda. How great. Yaar.

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Listening to: Audioslave - Like A Stone

Since I'm gonna get sued anyway I might as well blog. I was just thinking about it and I realised how absolutely shit this year's Sri KDU MSSD team is gonna be. First of all, they've lost Mr. Tana but then again he did fuckall. They have no Nick, no Jiunn Meng, no Sing Kiat and most importantly neither one of the Foos! The Foos are super important man. My cousin and I were the bomb. The bomb.

Even the football team is gonna suck. No Calvin, no Syafiq, no Nick, no John, no U Jun and most importantly no Robert Pires. And we're talking about the backbone of the team. I don't see anyone who can step up and replace us. Fuck man, you guys are going down. Hahaha!!

I'm gonna wear a Taman Sea shirt when I come watch you guys, save myself the embarrassment. Haha.

This is who we are and nothing's gonna change!

Listening to: Sum 41 - Thanks For Nothing


Aloha! Had college today. Was ok, fun and interesting but a bit boring. Learned how to sight read or some shit like that. To tune my ear or something like that. I dunno. Don't ask me. I know nowt. Whatever it is, it was fun and I'm looking forward to class tomorrow. My class has 23 students and only 1 girl. Fucking sad innit? Feels like some gay music community.

Anyways, today is a special post! I was looking at my old pictures and I feel like I've grown so much and looking back at pictures just from a few years ago feels like I'm looking at a completely different person. So here, enjoy. :p





You think you know? You have no idea. ;)

She loves meeeee nottt! She loves me nottttt!

Listening to: Papa Roach - She Loves Me Not

Why, good morning. College today! Fuck yea! I wasn't looking forward to it really, I wasn't ready to face the God damn enviroment where everyone gives each other dagger stares but I talked to Seng Yip (The one and only guy I know in ICOM right now) and he told me it's not as bad as I think. So yep, looking forward to it now! College in 6 hours!

Everytime someone asks me where I'm studying I feel like just telling them I study in Taylors cus everytime I tell them I study in ICOM, I get "Wtf is that" responses and I'll have to explain where it is etc etc. Well for you clueless fools, ICOM stands for International College of Music, official website is here. Jeez! You lot are useless!

Oh Arsenal lost last night. It's only the Carling Cup but Hleb, Reyes, Freddie and the rest of the team were GASH. You'd expect a team with that much experience to at least go to the JJB and earn a draw. Doesn't matter. Second leg in a fortnight, we'll turn them over 5-0. COME ON ARSENAL! We've been losing so much I hardly feel the pain of defeat anymore. I remember I used to go numb when we drew. Of course, what do you expect? I support the mighty mighty Arsenal.

I'm here without you baby, but you're still on my lonely mind..

Listening to: 3 Doors Down - Here Without You

Good morning, fellow cunty cunts. This song is kinda doom and gloom. Oooh. Annnnnyway, didn't do much yesterday. Went to DJ for dinner after my shit auditions and then went to Hartamas with Manda Panda and her friends and then Haziq met up with us. A very drunk Haziq. DUMBASS!! Hahahaha. God it was damn weird to see him like that. Kinda funny though but whatever, hahaa.

They were drinkin at Decanter and then we all went to Players. We were at the bar when they started playing techno and all and then this guy starts shuffling. At first I thought "What an idiot" but then I realised it was.. AZMER!! :O :O :O !!!!!!!!!!!!! Fuck man, AZMER!! Like holy crap, he was awesome. God damn man.

Anyways, after that I sent everyone home. ;p Thennnn I came home and then I showered and then I slept and then I woke up and then here I am starving my bollocks off. I need food.

1300-13-1300? No fucking way!!!

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Listening to: James Blunt - You're Beautiful

College tomorrow! Noooo! Anyways, ahead of tonight's game, I have made a wallpaper to pay tribute to our fucking excellent captain. Captain marvellous. He's not a very good captain but he's a very good player so that makes him captain marvellous whether you like it or not. Faggots.



Enjoy, it's nothing much, just a quick 10 minute effort.

So close, no matter how farrrr..

Listening to: Metallica - Nothing Else Matters

I'm back. FUCK. FUCK is all I can say! Day went from bad to worst. My mom drew out a map to my college for me but she forgot one very important turning so I missed it and ended up going to Masjid Jamek. Fucker! Then I called her and I had to fucking drive around in town. I hate driving in town. She directed me to my college and blah blah blah.

I went to pay my fees then waited for my turn to audition. Waited and waited and then it was my turn. I went in and they asked what I can play. Being me, I told them I could play almost any groove. So they threw jazz at me. FUCK! The one groove I hate playing. I HATE JAZZ. I HATE BLUES. I HATE IT ALL YOU FUCKERS! So basically I messed up. Then they told me to show what else I can do, impromtu and shit like that. So I strutted my shit and I think that may have saved my ass. I read notes etc. Fuck. Stupid audition! Stupid!

And they say people in UK are racist? What the fuck? The teachers at UK were SO much more welcoming. People at ICOM are a bunch of boring serious cunts. Well first impression laaa. They were seriously cold though, it's a music college for fucks sake, not a fucking courtroom. Chillamanillagodzilla.

URGH! How annoying. I'm gonna make myself happy now. 1300-13-1300.

This place is always such a mess..

Listening to: Wallflowers - One Headlight

First of all, Isa passed the audition. The band liked him. So yep, welcome to THE GREATEST BAND WITH THE MOST AWESOME NAME ON EARTH!!

Will be starting college on Monday! Gotta go at 2:30 for auditions and whatnot. They want to determine my level of playing. Fuck. They shouldn't do that. Cus once they see how fucking awesome I am, they might send me to Berklee on a scholarship or something like that. I was gonna pretend I couldn't play that well so I get to spend 2 years here first.

Nah I'm just kidding. You know me. I'm a bit like that. Like this like that.

I just remembered something random. That day I was at OU, I saw this minging minger walk pass us so I kinda looked at him and he caught me looking so whatever. Then Nick was going on about how that was the 8TV host or whatever. I bet he thought I was looking at him cus he's some celebrity who hosts a local TV channel or some shit when really, I was looking cus he was minging. Fucker!

Oh you know how hot chicks have ugly bfs? Fucker, man! Serious.. Everywhere you go it's the same case! Fucker.. I'm not bitter cus I'm happy with life as of right now so fuck you. :p I bet most of you notice it.

What a random post ok bye.

Me and Heroin.. Maybe we could make some cash selling ass!!

Listening to: System of a Down - She's Like Heroin

This is a weird song. Very weird. Anyways, yesterday saw the departure of my goody good friend Syafiq. The first friend to leave us in the year 06. I drove to KLIA. As I saw the Terminal signs and all I felt my heart become extremely heavy. I was facing another going away of a friend. The past few weren't only friends but whatever! Seriously, KLIA is like, the epitome of nostalgia. It's THE place you go to when you want to feel nostalgic and shit.

I don't have any happy memories in KLIA! For real! Even when I was leaving to UK for holiday it was really whatever cus I travelled alone. I swear this year we all need to go on holiday together. And this time, no Genting or P.D. bullshit. We're gonna go to Melbourne or something like that yea!

So yeah, we got to KLIA at 7 plus and this idiot Pin told me to park my car outside at the pickup point. I insisted on parking in the parking lot but noooo, he said nothing would happened and he was going on about how his dad owns KLIA. Hah. Went in and met up with Jun and the group. Had dinner at a very expensive McD's.


Shufflettes, one last time!


Mmm.. McD's in KLIA. How special..


Group.


Syafiq and I!

Then after dinner, Kalai and Nick John came. Then we found out that Pulu didn't come send Syafiq off cus he had plans with Wei Lynn. PULU YOU ARE A FUCKER! CALVIN FOO YOU ARE A FUCKER! Tsk tsk tsk, putting girls ahead of sending friends off? Tsk tsk tsk! Anyways, we said our final goodbyes and all.

I think I kindof underestimate the impact of leaving your home and friends. Cus I've never had to do that and I don't think I would mind really. If I had to leave right now I would only miss a handful of people.

After seeing Syafiq off, we went back to my car and guess what? I got a ticket for illegal parking. THANKS A LOT GUYS! But I'm not paying a single cent because it wasn't my fucking idea to park there and I told them when we parked that they held full responsibility should anything happen. Hahaha serves you guys right. Send everyone home and then I went home. Yea.

Oh we're auditioning Isa tomorrow, I'm sure he'll come good. Doing System of a Down - Hypnotize, The Killers - Smile Like You Mean It, Aerosmith - Angel, Velvet Revolver - Slither and Wallflowers - One Headlight. Haha woo. Andddddddddddd, surrrrrpriseeeeee!! The band changed name again!!

This time it's an awesome name. We've put together the worst names ever and made it our band name. Yep, you guessed it. Our band is now called Margerette and Agnes. HAHAHA!! Yep.

So to celebrate our new name, here are pics of the band from YEARS and YEARS ago! Hahaha!


Pin and I. ;)


Nad.

Gene. ;)

Hahaha!! Ok byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Have a good one.

Mtse mtse! Haha.

Listening to: Ganjaguru - Deadbeat

Oh my, I am so fucking knackered! Woke up at 7 AM yesterday cus we had a football game! Sri Inai+KDU vs DU. Haha we won 4-3, yay! Old Balls scored a hattrick, would you believe it! Then Gene brought these bunch of Sri KL players to play for us and I think they should just stick to basketball cus they did fuckall. One didn't know how to position himself, one didn't know how to pass and one just didn't know how to fucking play football.

Whatever! After footay I sent Pin and Syaf home and went home. I showered etc then I went to meet U Jun at OU. Well I was supposed to but the fucker was in the cinema! Fucker! So I was alone for like 3 seconds when I bumped into Joee. Haha I met KY, Isa and CZ after that. Hung around in Yoshinoya which I think means 'absolutely bollocks' in Japanese. It's a crap place that serves crap food. Oh yes.


Nad and moi. Guitarist and the drummer.

Nad and Jo came to meet me then we went to meet Pulu and bla bla bla. We all gathered at TGIF at 5.30 and waited for Syafiq, our guest of honour, to come. It was a surprise party Yi Wen planned for Syaf A.K.A Nara A.K.A Shufflette Valentine. Haha gonna miss the bugger, really.


Shufflette Valentine, Salad and Eufo. Haha.


El Pulu and Zyranation.


Ah beng and Dr. Cool.


Mr. Chia.

Okie dokie. We hung around OU till like 10 something. We were foosing at Studio and I hate foosing with Gene. He's so fucking slow it's not even funny. I remember once we were foosing at PJ Breakers and there was this group of guys waiting for us to finish. Gene was so damn fucking slow that one of the guys said "Wahh, mahai, watch The O.C. also not so long!". HAHAHAHA! God that was quite funny. Still is actually. Haha.

Anyway we went to Gene's place at 11 something and just did nothing till 4 AM.


Zyran acting like he knows what he's doing.


Gene and Fat Mo waiting for the game to start.

Then it started. ARSENAL VS MAN UUUUUUUTTDDD! Come onn!! It was quite a dull game and at halftime I knew it was gonna end 0-0. Honestly, the game had 0-0 written all over it. So many chances but none of them put away. Utd had the better chances but they're shit so whatever.

After the game I had to send Syafiq back. We were in my parked car when this other car pulled up beside us and was shining a torchlight at us and all. There was this group of Malay dudes and they were asking us "Ape you orang buat? Huh? Ape buat? Kita polis, ape you orang buat?" Haha it was damn scary cus I honestly thought we were gonna get mugged. I told him we were watching football and if he liked I could call my friends out (Gene and all). Then he seemed to back off a bit, pretended to check my road tax and all that shit and then he left. Fucking stupid.

Sent Syafiq back, came home, showered and then slept at 7 AM (Yes, up for exactly 24 hours.). Woke up at 12 and here I am. Going out soon. I have a fever and shit I think. Really tired. But ah well.

ALL EX FORM 5 KDUS PLEASE GET IN TOUCH.

ALL EX FORM 5 KDU STUDENTS PLEASE CONTACT ME ASAP. VERY IMPORTANT.

Fuck off.

College is starting. 2006 has just begun. This is not how it's supposed to start. I'm fucking hating this stupid shit. This is gonna make college so much more fun.

Brian you are a fucking idiot.

I'm in looooove!

Listening to: Aerosmith - Angel

HELLO! HAPPY NEW YEAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRR!! YAAAAAAAAAR!! Last night was quite ok, not SUPER GREAT but definately NO downs. It was so nice to spend the Eve of '06 with those I care about most, Manda, Shuffling Syafiq, Gene, Pin and all. Met so many people there, practically the whole Malaysia was packed into KL last night.

Went to Atmos and Syafiq strutted his stuff. Haha wooooo! Slept at this Capitol hotel place. When they told me we were staying there and it was next to Low Yat Plaza, the first thing that came to my mind was "caplang hotel". Hahaha but hey it was actually quite nice. ;)

Wooooooooo!! I've got 9 days rest before I start college. The calm before the storm. BRING IT ONNNNNNNNNNN!!

Good luck and all the best to EVERYONE this year. Special shoutouts:

KY: Take care in Australia dude, I don't know when you're going cus you don't wanna tell me but take care. Have fun and don't come back laaaa. Stay there and study hard! I'll see you in 10 years back in Sri KDU! Hahaha. You've been a super great friend all this while and I wish you all the best in Aus.

Sue Zen: You rock. Great vocalist!! Totally rocked the show the other night and we owe it to you. Performing without a single practice session, imagine how more-than-perfect we'd be if we had practice time! You're a great person and it's an honour to know someone like you! Hahaa, great Christian faith and I hope it continues to burn on. God bless and take care in Aus as well!!

Ss-s-s-s-s-s--s-s-Ssssyyyafiq: Hahahaha fuckerrrrrrr! Waaa, this guy put gear 2 for what? I think he wants to.. FRYCAR!!!!!!!!!!! Hahahahahahaa!! Take care dude. Better teach me some moves when you get back from Melbourne. Woo, Shufflette Valentine. Hahaha! Take care man, you've been super great. All the best.

So many goodbyes to say in January, I think it's going to hurt a bit. :(

Whatever it is, ROLL ON 2006, BAAAAAABBYYYYYYY!